I am really trying to be okay right now.

God knows how badly hurt & deeply wounded I am.

Having to trust a friend and betray you... Is like the worst feeling ever.

I hope everything gets better. 

I hope the Lord will give me the strength to forgive.

3 years since then.. With all those lies.. 

I know exactly how it feels like to be broken inside.

I can no longer eat & sleep peacefully.

I wanted to be as happy as I could.

I really wish this pain would vanish eventually.

Because it eats me whole.